my outlook on everything is so hard for other people to comprehend. my mind has always been on my future-kelsey, college, an apartment, etc. it’s almost as if i was born with having a 25 year old mindset and i don’t find joy in anything less mature than that

as i think of my future, i can’t help but picture me and kelsey. the way that i love her is so intense that i actually lose myself in her. i stare in her eyes so long that i start to go blind and my eyesight gets all fuzzy. my fingers automatically run through her hair because i know it soothes her. my body collapses when i’m near her because i long to be cuddled and my forehead demands kisses. i feel my heart melt when she surprises me with roses or when she tucks me in before she leaves. i adore the diamond promise ring every single day. i’m so thankful that i’m the only one she shares her naked soul with